Goodbye

And now, the end is near, and so i face the final curtains.”

Our company has been established since Nov. 2006 and will be on its 3rd year this Nov. 2009.
Amongst personnel and staffs, only I will stay in the office. Soon, our secretary will say goodbye to us.

“My term does not end until next year.” the famous statement of Mrs. Gloria Macapagal Arroyo on her last SONA.

Parang ako rin, my term does not end until next year… kasi hangga’t meron kaming utang at pautang, hindi pwedeng i-give up ang company. And i survived among the fittest… ako kasi ang namamahala sa accounts. Hindi naman pwedeng ang secretary ang maiwan dahil mas mababa ang sahod niya sa akin, dahil sa hindi niya alam ang trabaho ko. Yon nga lang, more paper works for me, telephone operator, follow up calls for utang and bayad, and lesser time for internet… huhuhuhu

Nakakalungkot isipin na ako nalang mag-isa sa office kong crystal clear. after office works, maghapong magbo-blogs, chat, manood ng mga hubad na katawan (some site not blocked by Etisalat).

This is the time, I have to change my life style, (wala nga akong lifestyel eh). Save and budget. bayaran ang mga existing utang (hayyyyy wala na akong kawala sa utang). Malaki nga ang sahod lumaki nmn ang utang.

Ayoko ng magtrabaho, nakakapagod, nakakatulero, nakakadepress, nakaka-stress. I just wonder to myself, how come others can easily affected with illness and sickness when they feel stress and depress? but how come, I myself, always feels in depression and stress all over the day, hindi ako nagkakasakit? Baka nga siguro ang tunay na DARNA ay hindi lumilipad, at hindi nadadapuan ng sakit.